Edible Flip Flops

i think i am slowly falling in love with Dance Dance Revolution, dispite the fact that i am quite a hilarious sight to watch while playing that game. i'm a hilarious sight in general when it comes to dancing. unless of course it is ballet. i am not really looking forward to school starting. i mean i suppose i am so Spring Break will get here and i will finally get back down to California, and i suppose i want the year to progress so i can take the SATs and start applying to colleges. but you know, i really only want school to start so it will end. hopefully this year goes by fast, because i'm ready for the next phase of my life.

one of the receptionists at the dentist today asked me where i want to go to college. i told her San Diego State, even though i was really thinking USC. like i have the grades to get into USC though. well, i might if i work my ass off for the next two years. i'm going to apply there anyway, just to see if i can get in. i doubt i will though which really is unfortunate because it is such a good school and they have a really nice program for what i want to do. but so does San Diego State, and that is probably where i will end up getting accepted.

i just need to get out of Oregon. most people don't really understand why you'd want to leave. well because all of Oregon is not like Portland. where i'm at is a really nice town, but majority of the kids here are complete idiots and practically all of the 20+ crowd thats not married and/or homeless is on some type of illegal drug. not to mention i don't feel has safe here anymore, ever since last week when 2 of the creepiest meth heads i've seen, followed me all the way from the ATM to the grocery store. i had never been so scared in my entire life. 1 because they were really creepy, 2 because they were probably on meth and owned a car, and 3 they figured they could jump me and steal my $60.

people on meth are not people. and i am tired of having to deal with it. clearly moving to a larger city doesn't get rid of the whole drug problem, but if you aren't from a smaller town, you don't know how close everyone is, even in a town of 30,000. you know what kids get raped and what kids get jumped or beat up by bums. you know what kids are doing drugs and who aren't. i don't want people knowing my business and every move i make. i don't want to live in a town where i am actually slightly afraid.

USC...i'm counting on you...
i'm tired of the meth heads
and the lack of good theater arts programs in Oregon Colleges...


and plus
i really like the beach :]
flip flops, sunshine, sand, and water are all amazing things :]